V day? I never really have a proper V day not that i dun have a loved one. I do but it's just too far away to celebrate together. Therefore, I only get to admire other couples how sweet they can spend it together...This year as usual i will be on my own. Nothing to complain about or upset about becos it's me to make it this way. I am used to it anyway...3 years you have to get over it. My relationship is happy and sweet, a lot of ppl admire us becos we are loyal to each other ..3 years of on and off long distance we are still capable of keeping it, it is still strong. it's actually quite unbelievable  ... i am proud of him and myself as we are able to be resistant against temptations. well I am anyway haha...

Yeah i am trying to make myself feel better ...it can be quite depressing walking on the st watching other ppl kissy kissy while i am kissy kissy on the phone lol... (thanks to 3G or i cant even do the kissy part...)

I just hope this situation will end soon...I really really want to spend my rest of my time with this guy...hope he will feel the same lah...

sorry guys i am not trying to show off anything just need space to say it out loud... hope u guys understand and can bare with me...

Routine

I am a considerably disciplined person. I mean I do things regularly, I dont like changes. They make me nervous and unprepared. That's why i wake up early giving myself enough time to get dressed, eat breakfast, walk to the ferry, sit at the same seat (if possible), eat the same thing for lunch etc etc, sleep at the same time during the week  etc. I get grumpy if i went to bed late, i get upset if they made my coffee wrong, I get nervous if i heard the final call for the ferry even though there were heaps of ppl lining up still... basically I like my lifestyle having certain patterns. I know for some ppl they cannot bear such a boring routine but to me at least i wont be too disappointed. I have controls.

On the other side, you might say i am too predictable...maybe...but its not such a bad thing is it? :) you no exactly what i want and what i dislike. I am a boring ppl i must say. I dont have many friends like my friends do. THey have glamorous weekends weeks after weeks... Few years back I might be looking forward to weekends like that. these days, I enjoy my weekends with my close friends or my cousins, it might be just dinner, movies, shopping and coffee but I get to spend time with them get to know them and no more black faces :P.

I am glad i have friends like u ( u know who u guys are :) ) Thank you for giving me a nice and unique name :) I actually like it :) stupid but cute! ppl will make sure look after me cos of such a stupid n silly nick hahhaa....

Satisfaction

Feeling so so lazy this morning. I got up at 8 (really dun no why i had to get up this early on a Sat) and looked outside, wow so freaking cold man...still i got up and had breakfast (cold cereal, mind u i could have hot soup but I decided not to) went back to my comfortable bed watched TV while having my yummy cereal. I felt cozy...To ppl who don know me well enough would wonder why a cold cereal on a cold day would be consided as cozy haha. I tell you the second i wake up I feel like cereal. At lunch time, I would run down to the supermarket to get milk for cereal. there are 3 boxes of cereal (2 were imported by me in NZ) sitting in my office. Needless to say, as of today I have 6 at home. all from NZ. Yes, I brought back 9 packs of cereals from my last vacation in Kiwiland. Instead of clothes or honey which ppl normally would stuff their suitcase, I fill up with boxes of my energy sources and cookies...

You see I am a strange person. I dont obsess with clothes or brands anymore...well see what labels you are referring to...labels like kelloggs, uncle tobys or Vogels yes i am still very much obsessed. However, I am happy during my grocery shopping exps. Of course if u went with your loved ones, its a bonus! But mind you he/she might bugg you every second lane. I find my satisfaction in small things like grocery shopping and a cup of good coffee (oh yeh i am having one now...). I dont feel the same in bags or jeweleries. I would start worrying whether the bag will be out of fashion the second i bought it. What's the point. Thus, i would only buy these things when I consider they would last a long time...and therefore, you would find me black and white all the time ..haha boring but i wear them for years...The bags/clothes you see me carrying, most of them were 3-4 years +

I guess what i am trying to say is, as u grow there will be diff things you want to look for, cherishing ur friends, family, brand names, money, love, lifestyle or even career. It's all up to you. It's you who decides what is important to you and what satisfies you.

Right now, I am all satisfied ... well maybe another cup of coffee would do me even better! :P

Just looked at kiki's site...looks interesting so here I go..haha

To my friends...pls do tell me if it looks true one me :>

個性
你是個重視美和氣氛的浪漫主義者。你沒有很強的物慾，所以，也不會特意去營造財產。你認為不必買房子，只要有住的地方即 可，比起買個房子但必需遠距離通勤，你寧願在都市附近租間公寓住。乍看之下，似乎在你的舉止、行動中都散發出成熟的氣息。然而實際上，你卻不折 不扣的是個極需依賴別人的人，你沒有辦法好好地認清自己，為自己定位。即使你從事 已完全定案的事務，雖然努力地做，但達到的效果卻只能到一定的水準而已，不能有更大的突破。由於你不能擁有自我主張，有時候就因此被誤認為你非常成熟。你 是那種吵架吵完就忘的類型。無論吵得再凶，對方說得多難聽 ，睡了一覺之後，你都好像沒發生過一樣地能和對方繼續相處。這樣的態度，反倒是讓對方自己覺得慚愧，而能順利地言歸於好。在你的觀念裡，認為錢是要用來花 的，而不是用來存的，所以，只要是你想要的東西，就不會計較金錢而非買不可。你賺多少錢就會花多少，不會把錢留下來，又加上你的審美觀很豐富，所以買的東 西價位都相當高。你的個性稍微有點愛好虛榮，所以要特別注意，同時要改掉浪費的壞習慣。你是一個有自信的人，雖然你不是做到態度上的咄咄逼人，可是只要你 堅持一個想法，無論別人如何去唆使、蠱惑你，你都不為所動，不過這不代表你是剛愎自用的，相反的，你很喜歡聽到別人對你的建言，是一個很不錯的人喲！你肯 定是那種大哥大或大姊大級的人物，見到別人侵犯你的權益，或是惹了你身邊的小嘍囉，那你絕對會馬上挺身而出，傾全力討回公道。不過你也是會英雄惜英雄，假 使只是場小誤會，等到風波過去，你會將對方當做是知交一般看待，是個很有風度的敵人。這是非常小心謹慎的人， 不會為了感情而衝動的作出冒險的事，所以深得部屬及晚輩的信賴，是一個合理主義者，但小心別一味的我行我素，這會使他人無法跟上。你的個性保守,相當重視 道德.因此這種類型的人很重視自己的想法,不勉強自己與他人交往,有頑固的一面.你能擁有一份可以發揮自己專長的工作,逐步完成自己的夢想。你做事努力， 但因為人過於老實經常上當，做事不得要領，但一旦掌握就決絕對不會忘記。

愛情
你的感情表現常常是勇敢、開明、自由 的，因為你非常的坦然，因此從來不喜歡猜忌或懷疑別人對你的態度和心意。你對人有很好的包容力，如果遇到實在不喜歡的人，採取態度是迴避，不會直接衝突。 暗戀是你最拿手的戀愛方式!永遠只在遠遠的地方看著心儀的人,幻想著有一天他會主動來約你.愛他就要勇敢說出來!加油唷。你作任何事都是很有計劃。對於戀 情的掌控度也正是如此，你不會操之過急，會仔細地立下作戰計劃，依照你的計劃慢慢進行，戀情當然也就進展的相當順利啦！在一旁等到沒人時才上前去欣賞那幅 畫，正是屬於等候型的人。這種人只會傻傻的等待机會上門，不會自己去尋找，因此常有眼睜睜看著心上人被人搶走的經驗，真可憐！你喜歡比你年輕，可愛而嬌小 的異性 This is so not true man...I like big men haha，戀愛時會樂於工作賺錢。男性會喜歡古典型，順從丈夫而文靜老實的女人。你對於戀情抱著浪漫、綺麗的夢想，對於喜歡的對象，你是不是在單戀人家呢？ 對你而言，得到他的愛情，就算沒有了全世界，你也會覺得沒什麼了！你外表看起來像是溫馴的小綿羊，不會做出傷人的事，但相處一久，就可以發現，在你純潔的 羊皮之下，是一顆熾熱的心。因為你這樣愛到深處無怨尤的性格，才會那麼在乎對方，時刻都想黏在一起，是屬於隱性透明的強力膠。你會因愛人的言行舉止，而產 生許多迷惑，你不能肯定他是否真心愛你，也不知道愛情會延續多久，所以你時常為了這個問題而煩惱不安，其實你不必這麼懷疑對方，應該以信心和誠意來對待 他，才能共創永恆的愛情。你有點花蝴蝶的心態，在行為上總會有意無意的想勾引人，可是當別人深陷其中 ，你就會裝出不關己事的樣子，好像是別人纏著你，原則上你不太會出軌，但是你對性的態度又是很隨便，高興和誰就和誰，道德的制約力薄弱！你給異性的感覺是 個喜歡交朋友的人，所以跟你較相近的對象也應該是個悠然自得、懂得享受愛情的人。你們兩人很可能成為令人近羨的鴛鴦夫妻。這種注意格調的人，多半都是注意 外表的人。你是否會認為沒戀人是件很沒面子的事呢??而當你到他家作客時，由你所在意的事情便可以看出你是否真的喜歡他。你的醋勁不算太大，但是偶爾會疾 火中燒，不過不是很強烈，不過忍耐太久 就會有爆發的可能。

事業
你的心智成熟度嚴格上來說還沒有真的成熟，ＥＱ比較 差，常常陰晴不定的表情就會掛在臉上，做事好像也是「隨性而為」，老大不高興就擺張「憂鬱」的臉呆在那，如果有人在這時請他做事，就好像是你的不對一樣。 你IQ很高，才能不錯，EQ則略欠，又對八卦消息十分熱衷，只是害怕被權力中心遺忘，雖然不是野心份子，卻是八卦女王或王子，容易被野心份子利用，成為辦 公室鬥爭放話的傳聲筒。

人際關係
你性格剛強、硬朗、率直，加上思考敏捷，才情橫溢，備受各方歡迎，因而每次的出現總 像站在台上表演一樣，吸引眾人目光，令旁人羨 慕不已again not true...i am a very shy person。由於條件得天獨厚，加上有良好的家庭背景，令你的一生都非常順利。若從事學術研究方面，能令你的專長發揮得淋漓盡致。感情專一的你隨年紀漸長 ，智慧只會不斷增加，是個萬中無一的好伴侶。你狂狷的性格總為自己帶來一點麻煩，惹得別人對你的死硬脾氣有點感冒。人家覺得不是很重要的小節，在你眼中， 可是了不得的大事，要是觸犯了你的禁忌，十年不相往來是很有可能發生的事。雖說如此，你對於合得來的知交，卻是好得不得了，願意以寶劍相贈知己，出手闊 綽，令人咋舌。你在交朋友是一個大好人，但是與朋友在一起的時候會有一面倒的趨勢，小心不要讓別人覺得你在搞小團體。